#2014MAMA

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so hi! what a nice day today. maybe bcause yesterday i had too much fun. not too much sorry lol. so semalam ada MAMA and ofc I was excited. abe2 exo semua handsome2. winner peh hot siaaa. gdyb lagi lahh. taktau kenapa rambut yb tak kering2 LOL yup quite boring sbb yang legend2 takda. nak buat macam mana dah tahun ni tahun untuk rookies je. lol pls bersyukur still ada 2pm , gdyb & tiffany.

so congrats to all winners. you guys deserved it. I'm so happy exo won four awards. seriously this is unexpected u know! sbb last year semua ingat exo banyak menang award last2 dapat 1 je. and this year i thought they will get at least one but they got four! I'm shocked plus happy! yup their fans arent joke! congrats boys! I found a statement from an ELF which make me feel relief bcause there is someone still not-hating-but-not-unliking i mean she's an ELF but tak marah exo menang award. i wanna cry. i'm so touched!


"Super Junior should be win too but SJ has too many awards, so MAMA decided to choose EXO to give opportunity to new group. Plus, EXO had promoted since early 2014, so they had more chance to win instead SJ start promoted at half year 2014 (even there is proof SJ still do the best especially being the top in the album sales huh!). Anyway~ MAMA is abt the business, not for the best one to win. I dare cut my finger to say this. Kpop awards nowadays"

I didnt get why ppl hating exo so much. is it bcause their fans? so I'm sorry as EXO fans! you can hate us but don't hate our idols. every fandom has their own immature fans then why you always blame on us? bcause exo is new? so we cant do anything? we must not vote for them? don't have to spazzing over them? you guys are really cruel!! even your idols close to them why don't you?

I would be more suprised kalau exo tak menang big award this year. my opinion, exo just like sj masa diaorang mula2 debut dulu. bezanya exo femes cepat sebab bantuan senior diaorang, yes. they lose 2 members yet sj too. I bet lepas ni exo makin femes.

too bad to see my precious fandom, ELF is hating EXO-L. I thought the 'legend fandom' would be more friendly to the new fandom. would help when come hard time. but in reality I'm wrong. They're arrogant. They keep hating on us and there no space to us to have a good friendship with them. They hate us like all of us are immature fans. we are bad if there a bad fandom award they would give to us.

I keep silent when it come fanwar because what? because I dont want to waste my time for a small thing. I keep silent when exo had a very hard time thrice (kris leave exo, scandal, luhan leave exo) why? WHY I NEED TO SPEAK UP WHEN I DON'T KNOW THE REAL STORY. I don't believe all articles abt exo.

and to non-kpoppers. I'm curious is only in malaysia have kpop haters? I don't know why msian LOVE to bash each other. Are you jealous or what? You jealous you can't like them as us? I on my wc and saw my schoolmates update on moment "kalau jumpa perempuan anti-kpop, nikahi dia" like seriously KAU INGAT KITAORANG NAK SANGAT KE KAHWIN DENGAN KAU. YOU NOT EVEN MY TASTE. Looks like there haters kebanyakkannya lelaki. Well like I said, maybe diaorang jealous sebab kitaorang tak pandang dia, kitaorang pandang retis korea je. and I really hate when they said kpop is plastic or what lah. 

kau fikir semua artis kpop buat plastic surgery ke? mak aih kaya nya diaorang nak buat plastic surgery. Mesti doktor2 dia expand cara buat plastic surgery kat seluruh negara sampai ke Malaysia. So kalau kau nampak perempuan kat tengah jalan, kat instagram, kat twitter yang lawa2, artis yang lawa2, laki yang handsome kat tengah jalan, instagram, twitter semua tuu, diaorang tu mesti buat plastic surgery kann? kau pun mesti buat plastic surgery kan? mesti time kau buat plastic surgery tu kau terjumpa retis korea tengah buat plastic surgery jugak kan thats why kau kata centu kann =)

Do you think we like kpop because of their face? Oh man why u so dumb. Yes we like them because of their face but NOT AT ALL. Apa guna ada muka lawa tapi takda bakat? ofc we like them because they'r talented, stupid. please bukak youtube tengok video diaorang nyanyi or what. Can you think WHY we love them? Can you sendiri explore WHAT CAN MAKES US LIKE THEM? kenapa pandang yang negatif? I bet you guys lebih tua daripada aku but why u cant think positive? cant give our own life? kau nak kitaorang buat apa? berchenta? lol sorry I'd rather choose kpop than bercinta. 

and I keep silent when u guys bash us. why? sebab kalau kitaorang melawan nanti adalah yang start kata kitaorang taksub sangat sampai lupa agama. like seriously apa kaitan kpop & agama? kau bash orang 24 jam tak lupa agama ke tu? bercinta je lebih tak lupa agama ke tu?

HUhhhhh.

ok back to kpoppers. Yes, now I admit I'm multifandom fan. I'd rather choose to be a multifandom fan even we look worse to you. You may say I have no loyalty. Lol Why I must loyal to them when they didnt give anything to me. The reason why because to be in one fandom is not my style. not cool bruh. lol kidding I cant bcs when u stay in a fandom, you'll like them. you always praise for them then one day someone say bad thing to your idol. you get mad and then start a war. why must start a war? why must have bad friendship fandom in kpop? Don't you see your idols have a great friendship? Why can't you be like them?

It has been ages I being a kpop fans and I still don't know which fandom haven't involved in fanwar. Sorry kalau terasa. Sorry for my broken english. I'll practice harder then. caww.

2014 bias ranking

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS #1YearEXOShowtime

Annyeong! yay hi! so post kali ni pasal kpop lah yer. em. ok happy 1 year exo st. lol ofc I miss my 12 dorks. I'm still sad abt krishan. I'm not leaving the fandom. lol I'm a multifandom fan so suke hati aku lah nak fangirling over than one group. srsly kpop fans nowadays are really sensitive to the max when some ppl give a negative comment. I just asdfggjlfjlkdjgflflsdass

one month more to go then happy new year. yehet yehet~! ok lets scroll down!

wang jackson

so he's my 1st new bias this year. I like him since 2nd or 3rd month after his debut by watching Real Got7. I was the one who like him so much on twitter & no one in my following like him. and I dont think I hv "madu" at school at that time. I REALLY LOVE TO FANGIRLING OVER HIM ALONE. but now. since he joined Roommate he become popular wohooo. I'm so happy cuz  he become popular but my 'madu' bertambahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! jackson everywhere everyone talk abt jackson like seriously time aku suka dia takda sapa nak layan aku but now pfffffffffffffttttttttttt. I wont give a bless to my friend if they tryin to take him from meh. The reason I like him is not only because handsome but

I really want to see the sajangnim's reaction when he play with mud. his smile is really killing me sometimes walaupun derp. hahahahaha

I LOVE YOU

I don't care if he close with Yji or other girls but I don't ship them. cuz I know my baby jackson like them not as women but just a friend. I ship him with me only kekekekeke #DontMadBro

Kim Taehyung

yup he make his official debut last year but I start being his crazy fangirl this year (cuz last year I only focused on exo. heher) I really love when he make a derp face. lol cute doh. 

look! he called me!!!!! =D

i love this smile hahahaha

cute isnt?!

omgg

currently I just spazzing over iKON. I decided to spazzing over them cuz I'm curious. I'm curious abt m&m. No one want to explain to me abt YG's project. (well all my kpop chingu sombong belaka and I'm not friendly enough) the day after hanbin's birthday I start spazzing over them. I watch all episodes and vote for them! hehehe I vote for yunjundong + chanwoo. I want team b + chanwoo. sad to see other fangirl whom do not support chanwoo keep hatin' him. please don't hate him :( don't worry , your bias will debut after a few year. I'm so happy to the moon and nver come back cuz they're iKON members now! I just can't wait for their debut on jan 2015. so whos my bias? 

Song Yun Hyeong

Its Prince Song!!!! I like him since WIN. I still remember we (my friends and I) were choosing new bias by lookin their face in poster!! lol cuz no one of us is YG Stan at that time. and I choose him. Sad to know that team a win over team b but thankful YG still love them lol I bought mag last month and there was team b's mini poster. I was so happy and suddenly confused. Wheres yunhyeong?

I was confused with yunhyeong & hanbin's face! lol I mean their photoshoot not selfie. hehe Hanbin is my bias too! I like him cuz he can compose song, choreograph & rap. I love his rap style. bobby's rap also!! I think double B is the most important member kot.. I love Chanwoo too! He's cute + has innocence face. I ship Chanwoo with Hanbin & Yunhyeong . I love the way Yunhyeong take care of him and when Hanbin bully him lol 

leadernim

prince yoyoyoyoyo

uri maknae

I really love this picture!!

so they're mine. don't trying to like them hah chingu! Ermm now 1 a.m kst. lol Welcome to Malaysia 2AM !! I'll continue this soon.

Latihan Menembak M-16 @ Tapah.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM. Annyeonghaseyo.

pukul 7 pagi lagi 3 trak sampai kat sekolah. kitaorang berkumpul then terus naik trak. mula2 ingat terus pergi Tapah, rupanya pergi IPD Manjung dulu dengar ceramah taklimat Program Heart & Soul. lepas 1 jam lebih dengar taklimat, kitaorang diberi makanan and makan kat trak masa dalam perjalanan ke Tapah. Manjung ke Tapah ambil masa 2 jam kot kalau tak silap.

Suasana dalam trak tu Ya Allah.. kelakar gila. dahla jalan tak rata duduk pun kdg2 terlompat sikit. ada satu moment tu semua orang tergolek ke sebab pakcik tu brek mengejut. takleh bla gilaa. budak2 kat trak belakang ketawakan kitaorang. kesian dinie asyik jatuh jee xD macam2 bau ada weh. huhu

pukul 11 lebih kitaorang selamat sampai ke Tapah. kat situ memang hutan laa. sampai2 je semua beratur kat depan tandas. tandas ada 2 je. aku tanya kak Anis "tandas ok?" "okay je" "jamban duduk ke cangkung?" "manada jamban!" lol then kitaorang diberi taklimat cara penggunaan senapang and peluru and blablabla...

wait! aku lupa nak cite. time kat dewan IPD tu ada sorang polis handsome gila. nama dia Inspektor Ikhwan. hahahahah handsome weh tapi dah kahwin. krik krik.

ok sambung. pastu budak laki manjung start tembak dulu pastu skola dsk and kv. pastu perempuan pula. aku group ke-12 menembak. sebelum menembak tu kitaorang duduklah kat khemah markah menembak en. makin dekat duduk ngan orang yg nak menembak, makin kuat bunyinya weh. nak gugur jantung hakooooo. tbh polis kat situ baik. dia peramah plus ajar kitaorang cane nak isi peluru dalam bekas tu. best weh aku tak kira pun peluru yang kat dalam bekas tu hahaha tung sapa dapat nanti boleh tembak lebih2.

then turn group aku pula menembak. aku punya tempat 2 dari kanan. mula2 meniarap and just tembak 2 kali. serius aku tak nampak langsung target! senapang tu berat kot. bagi aku laa. sebab aku kan keding =3 so aku main tembak jelah. jarak target dgn tempat kitaorang tembak tu, 100meter. pfffttttttt -__- lepas 2 kali tembak, kitaorang pergi lari tengok kat tempat target. sorang pun tak kena HAHAHAHA then meniarap lagi tembak 10 kali. pastu tembak secara melutut pun sepuluh kali. aku dengan Kak Hanis tak dapat skor langsung! ahahhaa. 

mula2 rasa tak confident lah jgk en sebab jauh tempat target. tapi aku tembak jugak. dalam hati aku rasa macam main blackshot real pula. ahahaha. paling takut bila badan peluru orang sebelah kiri aku asyik terbang kat badan aku jee. nasib baik kena kat baju and seluar. kalau kena kat kulit... phewww melecur kooooo. habis menembak kitaorang kena tunggu budak perempuan dsk and kv tembak. lama gila wehh. habis tembak pukul 4 lebih. 

polis tu umumkan top 3 yang tinggi markahnya (taklah tinggi mana pun) budak laki sorang budak manjung 2 lagi budak dsk. perempuan semua dari skolah manjung. tahniah! xD dah habis jee wakil skuad leader dari KV melapor kat Inspektor Ikhwan. pastu kitaorang angkat sumpah yang kitaorang tak seludup barang2 senjata tu. lepas kemas tempat tu kitaorang pergi surau berdekatan and rehat jap.

lagi bape minit nak pukul 7 kitaorang pun balik ke seri manjung. feeling tu bercampur. sedih sebab dah tak dapat jumpaa ins.ikhwan, happy sebab dapat banyak pengalaman and penat. dalam trak sumpah takleh tidur.

u know what? tetiba team senior mintak tukar trak. diaorang kata trak kitaorang tak selamat lah ape lah. bila kitaorang masuk je kat trak diaorang.. pfffttt kotor gilaa!!

tak selesa chooo tidur kat situ dengan jalan yang tak rata lagi. time tu dah gelap. aku boring gilaa, takda keje apa lagi main lambai2 lah dengan budak laki KV. diaorang pun layan jee hahaha. actually berpunca dari Kak Hanis. dia nak lambai trak kitaorang yang lagi 1 tapi budak trak kv perasan. so kitaorang pun layan jelah. aku jelah yang asyik lambai je. Intan, Hajarul, Adila dll pun join jugak. bukan nak menggatal k. aku bukannya nampak pun muka diaorang. aku nampak tangan diaorang je hahaha. lagipun kitaorang bukannya jumpa lagi dah. kalau jumpa pun bulan depan kat time kawad GO. time nak sampai sekolah tu trak kitaorang agak rapat lah kan. so babaiii jelah. budak yang kat trak semua babaii ada yang siap buat love sign lagii. pastu ramai2 jerit "NAK NOMBOR!!" lmao melebih sia but kitaorg buat tak endah je. yang duduk sebelah driver 2 orang babai tapi macam lemah je. dah penat sangat lettew layan kitaorang hahahahaha.

time nak sampai tu kitaorang semua angkat beg pastu pakcik tu brek mengejut lagii, budak2 yang kat depan aku semua terjatuh. HAHAHAHAHAHA takleh blaa gilaaa aku ketawaa gila gila time tuuu XD

semalam memang hari yang palinggggggggg besttt dalam hidup. tahun depan aku nak masuk lagi ah menembak. hih

1st day school like shit

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ssupp . jadi budak baru taklah sebest yang disangka . maybe harini 1st day aku kat sekolah tuh. masih belum tahu selok belok tentang sekolah tuh . I'll try my best laa utk jadi budak baik kat sekolah tu. ceh ayat cam aku jahat sangat je dulu . hmm . pepagi aku gi sekolah ngan mama and kak fatin . pfft rasa cam budak darjah satu 1st day masuk skola uols . macam aku takleh uruskan dengan sendiri . haha -.- bukan aku sorang je budak baru, ramai lagi rupanyaa . yang aku kenal sorang akak form 4 dari kl, budak 3a3 dari Miri and lagi sorang Nina kalau tak silap . 

Masa daftar tu cikgu panggil budak2 form 3. aku dengan cepatnyaa pergi depan dia. budak Miri tuh beratur belakang aku. cikgu tuh check result exam aku pe semuaa then dia letak aku kat 3a4. my feels likeee WHAT THE HELL AKU TURUN KELAS KE OH NO KYAAA OTTOKE aku tengok list budak 3a3 ada 29 orang. 3a4 ada 28 orang . aku orang ke 29 lah. pastu kau tahuuu tak budak Miri & Nina kot tuuu dapat 3a3. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF. 

Masa nak masuk kelas tuu cikgu seni tuh kata "amek kerusi kat belakang tuu duduk kat depan" AKU LAST DUDUK DEPAN MASA DARJAH 5 NOW KENA LAGI DAHLA DUDUK SORANG2 LIKE AN IDIOTTTTTT . memang janggal gilaa ahhh . pastuh classmates aku takda pun yang datang kat aku say hi jom kawan apa semua. sedihnyaaa hatii kuuu ni lolololol k. pastuh budak duduk belakang aku ajak rehat sesama . aku ok jee . malas nak banyak cakap . emm geng2 yang ajak aku rehat tadi tuu semua kpoppers. tapi aku buat2 taktau je wkwkwkwkwk.

aku malas laa pulak nak cite panjang2. penat taip bukannya ada yang baca pun nanti hahahaha bye nak buat homework.